Big Giant Chair
It’s been a long time since I disappeared
But everything still the same, still weird
I always try to find a way to reach the light
And welcoming a new day that’s bright
But all I found was a big room with a big giant chair
I saw myself wearing black ballerina dress in the mirror
And now I still can’t get out this room
I’m 20 but I’m still dreaming to sleep in a little girl’s room
love
dear you,
don’t you ever see the little girl inside of me?
don’t you ever think about the candies and ice creams anymore?
because i don’t really mind about the diamonds and rings
i just forget of all those things
love….
love….
love….
you’re all that i need
NO-THING
alone in the dark
trying to find the light
if you’re smart enough to ‘translate’ my words,
maybe you can see whats really going on with me
what would you do if you’re talking to someone who were never exist ?
what would it be if the face you see in the mirror is just a fake ?
and what would you say if i am part of someone else’s soul ?
will you get scared ?
or maybe get mad ?
we are playing games
we wrote our own story
we create our mind
we have our own mission
and now,
just let life goes by
Screaming On A Mute
day after day,
time after time
seems like there’s no yesterday or tomorrow
it’s only pain and sorrow.
i cried for a year,
begging God to give me back my Mom and Dad
screaming….
i try to scream..
loudly…
yelling to everyone
but no one could hear
maybe,
God mute’s my life
or maybe,
i was dead
and when the rain comes,
it reminds me of my tears everyday,
but when the wind blows,
it whispers Mom and Dad’s voice,
telling me….
” one day you’ll know “
now….
i’m all alone in my room,
still SCREAMING ON A MUTE
my Mama said , ” jangan pernah kamu tanya apa isi album ini , apalagi kamu cari tahu apa isinya. karna album ini cuma ‘sampah’ yang ngga bisa dibuang “
Paul McCartney
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